Photography lost

I lost all of my photography....
I lost one of my cd wallets while travelling..I wasn't so worried about it, didn't really care..I lost games, music, a lot of misc files..but I forgot that I had left the only copy of my photography in that wallet. . . . .I had recently formatted my computer, and was bringing the cd home to show family the pictures I had taken.
I'll get over it..but it's quite a shock..it's really really horrible :/

At least I have some backed up on a webpage, but those are smaller versions then what I was saving..and well..there were many more pictures that I had that I didn't bother uploading. .
so sad..to lose so much that I put so much time and travel and thought into... but I guess I should think of the years ahead of me..and the pictures I will take..and hope that they will come out better..

*sigh*

I hope the small versions of the pictures on my website are enough to make good sized prints with.
..I posted a message in the lost and found section on boston's craigslist... I don't know what else to do :(

Dreaming of taking pictures..

I keep having dreams about taking pictures. I wonder what that's all about. Wasn't long ago that I got into photography, but I've wanted to take pictures for a long time, I just didn't have the means to do it. So now that I am doing it, I have dreams about taking pictures ALL THE TIME. It's really insane. Sometimes I'm having a normal dream, then all of a sudden I either yearn for my camera, or I pull it out and start taking pictures. I think I must be in love with photography as much as I dream about it.